I promise myself you will hear no more negative stuffs from me.
Neither will I talk to myself about it.
I will clear these memories.
That is my first step.

My second step is to create friendster account.
But I'm not in a hurry.

Third step is to pursue my interests.
Play more guitar and cards.

Fourth step.. Hmm... Let me think...
Improve my fitness?
Learn swimming?

Fifth step is to learn to appreciate all the small things around me.
Things like not having to worry about exams, eating ice-cream, sleeping without having bad dreams, having the ability to spend, able to go out and stay over as I wish.
Everything I know I can do and have but they are actually priviledges.


HAHA.
What about the problem?
There is no problem as long as I do not think about it.
What will be will be.
Que Sera Sera.