I've done nothing much for the past two days except download and read death note manga.
I did went out to swim and play pool though.
Finished up 108 chapters in two days, pretty much a feat, I reckon.
Did nothing about the "postcard" though.
=(
Did not study for SAT too, sort of given up already.
Talking about SPCA whatever crap, given up too.
Guess I'm really this type of person.

Christmas coming up!
=D
I want to have a wishlist!

1. cap, preferably brown
2. mud brown tee from pull and bear
3. bottle of vanilla essence
4. new pick to replace lost one
5. a fit and healthy body for commando training
6. even more happiness???

HAHA! My Christmas wishlist is pretty simple, because I only consider these stuffs possible and within reach.
I want EVEN MORE happiness because I already am happy.
=)


WAHAHA.
THIS CLASS I GOT MYSELF INTO...
The people inside,
sure ARE weird.
WAHAHAHAHA.
Sorry, cannot help laughing.

I personally find that disgusting and gross.
It's almost like reading whoever's blog.
Oh well, whoever is a friend of mine, so I shall protect his name.
Just that I don't enjoy reading his blog.
Trust me, you wouldn't too.

Whatever you do, most likely I don't give much of a damn.
If I do not like you or treat you as a friend, then whatever you do cannot hurt, but only irritate me.
If it's a friend, I wouldn't be sad for long, not more than five minutes, even if you did something that's supposed to hurt me.
Because I've gained immunity. =D

And I know the more I trust, the deeper the hurt.
So I keep trust to myself most of the time.
So if I ever feel someone is to betray that trust, I will first thing first take back my trust.
Sometimes I do feel as if the whole world is my enemy.
In layman's term, I am paranoid,
and I do not trust. Not completely.

I suppose this is normal.
Maybe you feel the same???

Irregardless, I seem to have a liking to "bad guys" in movies and stories.
It is not about killing or raping or arson, it's the idea of breaking the law.
Looking in their shoes, obviously they broke the law for a reason they feel justified, or at least it seems so for them.
Depending on situation, I might even think the criminal is doing the right thing.
Also, I hate law enforcers who are smug about their identity.
They go around abusing their authority, or they always think they're right.
They are blinded by the label of justice.
They think their ideals are always just, because they are law enforcers.

As you can see, I am clearly difting off my train of thoughts, and going on and on...
That's it.
I've basically been typing rubbish.
They are different matters altogether.
That shows I'm tired, and not thinking clearly, and showing vulnerability.